What If

What if?

A simple question that can lead to many things. Regret, relief, happiness, sadness and many other feelings may overwhelmed you. As a mere human being, I do have several 'what if' questions that come across my mind now and then.

I'm really wondering what if I persuaded my parents so that they allowed me to study music. This question is the one I often ask to myself. I really enjoyed practicing my part, and played it together with the other musician with different instruments. I enjoyed the melodies, the music that is produced when we were all practicing together. Sometimes, I still can't believe that a part that is so awful when you played by yourself will be so melodious when we practiced together with the other instruments. 

Now if I listen to an orchestra, it hurts because in the back, back of my mind, I still have that dream of playing and working in an orchestra. Honestly when I hear the news of my friends play in an orchestra, I envy them.

Not that I'm not grateful and happy with what I'm doing right now. It's just, I still have that dream and in some random moments, I'll ask myself once again, "what if?"

Maybe you guys have your own 'what if' questions?

Another Year

I thank God for this long weekend, having holiday from Thursday to Sunday give me some time to read the novel I've been waiting for almost a year. Eventhough I still have some other tasks to do, still I can't wait to read this book and know where the story goes.

So this book is The Mark of Athena by Rick Riordan



Well I miss Percy Jackson and Annabeth a lot and I'm gonna miss them again because the next novel which is The House of Hades will be released on October 2013. Oh my, another year of waiting and I believe the waiting will be worth it. Hopefully.

I love the novels made by Rick Riordan. I like how he made the conversations so real and normal, and I love the myths, both the greek and the egyptian myths. Yes, I like history, myths, and museums. Well it's me being nerdy.

Cheers

Tough times. Tough people

Hey there, sorry for the absence of my blogging activities. I have been quite busy these past few months, not that I'm free now. Its just I have the urge to write something right now.

So many things had happen and sometimes I feel that its too much. Too much people, too much emotion, too much to think, too much of anything else that I barely have time for myself, that I barely can breath. Well maybe me being an introvert exaggerate those feeling but sometimes I feel like hiding in the cabinet, hoping to find some kind of my own narnia which is ofcourse impossible. The harder the situation, the greater my needs to find my own time, my own space, my own narnia cabinet. The point is I need time and space for myself, and again I think its me being an introvert on the blame. Now I realized why I like to stay awake longer than other people in my home. It's because I have the time on my own. Yes I am such an introvert.

Praying does helps a lot and it is such a relieve that I have God to pray to.

Some quotes say "tough times don't last, tough people do". Yes, tough  times don't last but they have tendencies to last longer than you expected and if you're patient enough, strong enough to last even longer than the 'tough times', you (and me) will hopefully be a better person. Hopefully with God I will be a better person.

So here I am struggling to last longer than the tough times, not that I want to be the tough people. I believe I'll be a better person after all of these.

Cheers

Good Books

Well, I'm amazed on how good books and great stories could make me awake for hours in the middle of the night without even recognizing the hours that passed. Sometimes I just want to keep reading and finish the book in one big gulp but the guilty feeling of staying awake at those sleeping hours force me to close my book and sleep. It is actually happening these days since I don't really have much time during the day, and the time left to read novels is during the night.

Really at one point I wanna know how the stories goes so badly I want to finish them but when it comes to the end of the book, I feel like I'm losing my best friend. Lucky me, I have no problem on reading the same books or watching the same movies again and again and again. They actually bring back good memories, good stories, good feeling of having a great company.

Really in the time of weary and under pressure, I will read my favorite novels for the second times, third times or the n-times, because they calm me down and lighten up my days. Though sometimes I will read those books again just to remember how the stories go and yes they lighten up my days.

I hope you find what can calms you down and lighten your days as what the stories do to me :)

Not my day

So yesterday is really not my day. I've got cough and flu since the night before and it got worse in the morning but anyway I've got skillslab on Wednesday so there was no way for me to stay and sleep at home. I did some mistake in the skillslab and I had to find another teeth, which is never easy and the result is bad mood.

When i got home i got a wonderful surprise that little bit lighten up my day. So there was a big envelope addressed to me. So I torn them down and here is what inside that big envelope. Can you guess what is that?

The package inside the big envelope

Yep, it is the Inheritance!
 Woohoo it really brighten up my day, eventhough there was some scratch, but well.. what can I do?  I was too happy.

Well, my cough and flu wasn't getting any better so today i decided to take a day off.

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Do you know how it feels to feel happy and sad altogether when one thing happens?

Googly Gooeys

I was just browsing randomly when i found this interesting picture of tipsy and ponggo haha and i love them so much!

Find them more http://www.googlygooeys.com/

They're just so interesting!