Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Friendship

Graduation
(Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Vitamin C

As i was thinking about my own graduation that has passed,
I'm trying to make myself believe that this friendship will last till the end of our time.
Make it real friends.

The Calling

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

Gonna miss you guys so so so much..

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Saya Berhasil Bu

Tadi lagi jalan ke serpong, jadi inget lagi sama smp saya yang ada diserpong. Sekolahnya di Alam Sutera. Critanya waktu itu saya smp kelas 3 akhir dan saya uda diterima di smak 1. Saya lupa saya lagi ngapain tpi yang pasti saya lagi druang kepala sekolah yang ada ruang tamunya nunggu ibu kepala sekolah sambil duduk di sofa. Trus ibu kepala sekolah akhirnya muncul buat nemuin saya sambil basa basi
" Marsha nanti lanjut dimana sma nya?"
saya jawab "saya mau lanjut ke smak 1 bu."
I = " oia? Kamu bisa disana? Jangan2 nanti pas ditengah sma kamu balik lagi kesini karna disana susah?"
Pertanyaannya membuat saya merasa bodoh dan penakut danlainlain yang jelek.
Saya pun jawab "Ga lah bu. Saya ga mungkin balik lagi kesini." dengan agak bete. Dalam hati saya berkata ' Liat bu saya pasti lulus dari smak 1 dan ga nyerah disana'. Walaupun sebenernya saya juga agak ragu sih. Tapi yah kalau belum coba berusaha siapa yang tau akhirnya?
Lagipula ada kata pepatah yang bilang kalau keberhasilan itu diliat dari prosesnya dan bukan hasil akhirnya aja..

Saya pun masuk sma di smak 1. Selama 3 taon, saya lupa dengan kejadian diatas. Tiba2 tadi saya inget dan saya rasanya langsung ingin cari ibu kepala sekolah dan tunjukkin kalo saya uda berhasil lulus dari smak 1, ga nyerah ditengah jalan seperti yang dia bilang. Yang pasti saya langsung senyum2 sendiri begitu inget kejadian diatas. Seneng rasanya. Kalau saya bisa ketemu ibu kepala sekolah smp saya, saya pasti bilang "saya berhasil bu lulus dari smak 1!"

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

It Was Then That I Carried You


One Night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you you'd walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

Cerita ini pasti uda ga asing lagi deh.. Saya suka banget sama crita ini, soalnya tiap kali baca cerita ini, saya selalu inget kalo Tuhan ga pernah ninggalin saya.. :D

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Senyum


Tersenyum...

“Dibutuhkan tujuh puluh dua otot untuk berkerut, tetapi hanya tigabelas otot untuk tersenyum.”
- Anonim -

Jelas lebi gampang tersenyum dan lebih ga buang energi tersenyum jadi knapa harus susah buat senyum? hehe
who knows ada yang jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama sama snyuman kamu.
Lagipula menurut saya, semua orang itu bisa jadi enak diliat, cantik, manis, ganteng, atau apalagi namanya itu dengan tersenyum. Emang sih kalo uda cantik, ga senyum juga tetep cantik, tapi lebih enak dliat kalo tersenyum kan..
jadii ayo senyum senyum..
senyum yang tulus yah jangan yg nyengir, nanti dikira ga normal,,
:D

Smile by Uncle Krackers

Skarang lagi suka ma lagu ini. Liriknya so sweet haha.. Lagunya juga enak..
Try this song..


Smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wi

Masa SMA Masa Paling Indah

"Masa SMA masa paling indah" yah jujur aja pertama saya masuk sma, saya ga berharap quotation itu terbukti apalagi diskola saya yang agak2 gila pelajarannya, rasanya ga sempet ngapa2in deh slain blajar, bikin tugas, nyalin peer hahaha.
Ternyata ga disangka2 walaupun sibuknya ga ketolongan skola di smukie itu emang asik banget. Kelas X2, pertama2 sih semua diem2 tapi tengah2 smua mulai asik. Ada aja tuh yang aneh2 bikin rasanya libur pengen skola tapi ga blajar.
Waktu naik kelas XIA4,, hemm kelasnya sama skali ga membaur. Semua masi main sama temen waktu kelas xnya. Apalagi ada yang kepisah ipa ma ips. Mulai semester 2, semua mulai asik juga, dan ga kalah seru sama kelas x.
Terus naik kelas XII, taon yang paling brasa cepetnya. Bener2 cepet, apalagi ujian negara yang dmajuin bikin semua ujian skola, ujian praktek juga dmajuin. Libur makin cepet yang brarti sma juga uda brakhir.

Rasa2nya baruu aja kmaren ngantri beli sragam baru, ngukur jaket smukie yang waktu pertama liat brasanya keren banget, padahal stelah dpikir2 yah ga sgitunya juga sih walaupun emang bagus. Baru kmaren nyanyi2 lagu mos, pusing mikirin ulangan mat, ulangan bind ma presentasi sosio yang harus sempurna di 3 jam pertama hari Kamis kayanya.

Tiba2, saya uda disini.
Uda slesai ujian nasional. Uda slesai ujian praktik. Uda slesai ujian skolah.
Uda slesai sma. Tau2 saya uda berhadapan dengan kenyataan kalo saya harus cari kebaya buat wisuda tanggal 1 mei. Ga disangka, sedihnya lebih dari yang saya rasakan walaupun ga saya kasi liat ke orang2. Apalagi nanti pada kuliah keluar yang brarti susah bisa ktemu2an bareng mreka. Main2 bareng.

Sekarang uda mulai libur, hari2 pertama masi asik. Lama2 saya mulai brasa aneh, malem2 ga tau harus ngapain, biasanya saya bahkan ga ada waktu buat mikir mau ngapain karena pasti uda banyak kerjaan. Blajarlah, bikin tugaslah, peerlah, yah walaupun masi sambil chatting ato maen. Saya bahkan kangen rasa panik waktu uda mau ulangan mat soalnya pak kl, atau fisika bu si pak fr, atau kimia bu mel bu tl, ato bionya bu an ma bu li. Atau ngantuknya stiap slasa harus ulangan bind. Saya juga kangen prasaan nyesel gara2 salah bodoh diulangan smpe harus remed ato rasa shock waktu soal ulangan mat yg saya mati2an kerjain ga bisa, dbahas dpapan ga nyampe 4 menit ga nyampe 5 baris.

Saya juga kangen kgiatan tidur pas plajaran biologi atau kimia (maaf yah bu an bu li tapi saya ngantuuk bgt, maaf juga ya bu tl). Scara saya duduk pas depan meja guru, dan gurunya ngajar di tengah kelas baris k2, saya tinggal nyender ktembok, taro buku dpaha, tangan kanan pegang stabilo, tangan kiri nopang kpala saya yang nunduk, dan tiduurlah saya.. haha tapi jangan salah, biar saya tidur, saya masi bisa denger apa yg bu guru omongin, dikit2 ;D. apalagi saya juga punya temen2 yang hobi tidurnya lebi parah dari saya, (mendingan jangan sebut namanya haha).
Kdengerannya emang aneh tapi saya kangen banget yang namanya SMA! Hiks, smua kgiatan saya, blajar, nyalin peer, ktawa, tidur, dengerin guru, ulangan yang ga brenti2, maen cello diorkes sambil bercanda, ktawa2 sama temen sampe sakit perut bahkan saya kangen ulangan2nya dan guru2nya yang top banget. Entah kapan bisa bgtu lagi.

Rasanya bener2 ga rela deh ngelepas sma di smukie. aaah smukie, smuanya asik dsmukie. Padahal tiap kali saya liat murid klas x saya slalu bcanda2 sama temen saya " ah mreka masuk neraka haha" tapi skarang saya irii banget sama mreka karna mreka masi punya 2 taon lagi di smukie sama temen2.

Well, pada akhirnya saya setuju banget kalo masa sma itu masa yang paling indah, so far. Jadi kalian yang masi sma atau baru mau sma, nikmati yah masa2 sma, percaya deh, masa sma itu asik banget.
Hiks, buat kita yang uda lulus sma, saya yakin banget kalo smua hal yang uda kita lewatin slama sma bakal jadi pngalaman berharga, kenangan indah, yang ga bakal kita lupain dan yang uda membentuk kita jadi kita yang skarang.
:)

Lega Banget Rasanya

"Untung ditrimaaa kalo ga bakal agak susah nih dapet uni" kalimat kedua yang terlintas dikepala saya waktu tau saya akhiirnya dapet uni juga. Gimana agak ga panik? Waktu baru masuk kelas 3 sama sekali ga punya bayangan jurusan apa yg bakal saya pilih di uni. Jurusan yang bakal nentuin sisa hidup saya. Dalam hati sih saya janji mikirin jurusan apa, tapi ulangan2 yang banyak banget bikin saya ga sadar tiba2 uda semester 2 dan semua uda mulai daftar2 uni. Karena masi bingung mau apa, akhirnya saya ikut bimbel sama temen2 yaaa siapa tau saya mau tes uni negeri atau paling ga bisa buat blajar karena stelah dihitung2 harga bimbelnya juga ga terlalu mahal. Waktu uda Maret temen2 uda pada dapet uni, entah di uni swasta manalah,yang pasti mereka uda uni walaupun cuma cadangan.
Bukannya saya pede jaya ga mau cari uni cadangan, tapi kalo di uni swasta, hasilnya cepet keluar terus bayarnya juga harus cepet dan kalo batal uangnya ga balik ato ga 100% balik. Yah saya merasa rugi aja kalo harus bgtu.
Akhirnya stelah berbagai rintangan salah daftar sampai harus bayar lagi.. saya tes juga di uni yang emang saya mau. Besok2annya saya mau daftar di uni negri lainnya, saya yakin banget itu hari terakhir saya bisa daftar. Waktu saya buka webnya, saya kaget banget! Ya ampun! Pendaftarannya tutup jem 18.00 dan saya buka webnya jem 18.33. Ah nyesek banget deh, tapi yauda deh saya pikir mungkin khendak Tuhan lain. :)

Pengumuman yang tadinya tanggal 15 dmajuin pula jadi tanggal 8. Entah harus lega atau harus panik karena dimajuin, yang pasti rasanya campur aduk antara tegang, penasaran, takut, pokoknya dagdigdug.
Saya bersyukur banget deh ada nomor ujian saya dikompas walaupun bukan pilihan pertama saya. Yipiii! Legaaaa banget. Ga sia2 saya ga tes di uni lain.
Lega lega banget..
Thank God deh pokoknya.
Tapi saya saranin, jangan kaya saya yah haha ga ada uni cadangan..

Thursday, May 6, 2010

who am i?

Hmm.. My name is Marsha, I'm the youngest in my family. Well I love to read books, I can read my favourite books over and over again. I love music, listen to the music or play music instrument, I used to learn cello and I'm still learning my piano. I will learn cello again as soon as I have spare time and a good teacher.
I love travelling, seeing new place, learning new cultures and I love to go to museums. I like watersports, kayaks, dive, swim and others. I like to bake but I'm not good at it, I need a lot of practicing if I want to be a good baker and usually my mom and sis will teach me. I love my family so much and I love animals except some animals. Well last but not least I love my imperfect life so much.

My First Post

Well at last I have my first blog! I haven't decided what will my post about, I think I just post what I wanted to be post. So, enjoy!